A.W.K.W.A.R.D !!!

Have you ever told someone that you want to date him/her? Back then I was so so so stupid and I don't know where the hell I get this much guts, to tell THIS guy, ''Hey, can we dating? Because I have a HUGE CRUSH on you?'' Sounds idiot and desperate!....................Then it goes like this => sorry, but i don't think we should date for now because I still can't forget my ex-girlfriend..... URGH!!! I can cross those words but I can't forgot the A.W.K.W.A.R.D ness ~~~ Since then, I've promise myself that I would never EVER make the 1st move again.. NEVER!!! But i've been hearing lots of lots of girl, also been very daring to make the 1st move.. As the result, I would never wanted to ask and know,, LOLZ ~ Just says congratz for those wins and good luck for those who wanted to try to make the 1st move, and finally.... I FELT SORRY FOR YOU (for the loser like I once was) tehehe ~